Dear memories of memories and memories.

it's okay even if




you don't write me back.






as long as you don't fade away,








it's okay.

To Wonny Bunny.

the cheapest BUT




the biggest ring i ever got.







when i wear it, it dances with the winds.









:)

Have you?

what was it?




awkward?




weird?




wrong?




bizarre?




good?




nice?





oh yea right




it's "amazingly insanely scary familiar"








yeap. that's it.




"familiar"

Friday Night Walk.

starting point :




rotterdam centraal station




via blaak metro station




to goosse van der windstraat.









thank you for not asking




thank you for listening




thank you for smiling

D-25

and i'm still alive




and i'm still smiling







that's me

i will remember.

no matter how this will end,











i will remember it

Morning.

went to bed at 6am.




slept for just 5 hours




didn't have guitar but








could hear acoustic music in my ear.











good morning you

A walk.

sometimes




a walk




is










all you need

21.05.09

busy day with people, thinking




and feelings coming after thinking.







found out that




one of the only few people i love,




one of the only few people i can't live without




is sick








one of the only few people i used to love,




one of the only few people i couldn't live without,




the person i thought i would never get to see/talk to again




asked me how i was.




out of blue.









the person who has been making




45% of my endorphins for last few weeks moved to next door.










tried to get toxin out of my mind by




hanging head out of window and get last spring sunlight




but my eyes just couldn't handle.








had whole box of chocolate cookies




but i just got full from them.

D-

D - 31

It's raining.

but it's




dried




between







the rain drops...

Unconditional love.

I think dogs are the




most amazing creatures;




they give unconditional love.






For me they are the




role model for being alive.






- Gilda Radner

Poetic memory.

"The brain appears to possess a




special area which we might call poetic memory




and which records everything that




charms or touches us,




that makes our lives beautiful...







Their love story did not begin until afterwards:




she fell ill and he was unable to




send her home as he had the others.




Kneeling by her as she lay sleeping in his bed,




he realized that someone had sent her




downstream in a bulrush basket.






I have said before that metaphors are dangerous.




Love begins with a metaphor.




Which is to say, love begins at the point




when a woman enters her first word into our poetic memory."









- The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Happy birthday.

happy happy




23rd birthday cassje








:)

난 너를.

Starbucks 한잔을 마실때도






난 너를 떠올린다.

Hi.

Hi,








remember me?

Surprises.

like,




a cute band at coffee company,




finding a very sweet park in the city i've been living for 8 years,




married couples with photographers in the park,











or unexpected coffee time.









they just keep living fun.

I said hi to the full moon.

saturday afternoon coffee




het park




branches




grass




bugs




married couples with photographers




sidewalk




martini




vodka cola




talks




and talks




and sweetness.












sleepless night







i love this life.











i saw the full moon







i said hi and waved at her.

Linger.

............................................ photo by Faffi Mikkers

If you, if you could return,




don't let it burn,




don't let it fade.








I'm sure I'm not being rude,




but it's just your attitude,





It's tearing me apart,




It's ruining everything.






I swore,




I swore I would be true,




but honey,




so did you.





So why were you holding her hand?




Is that the way we stand?





Were you lying all the time?





Was it just a game to you?






But I'm in so deep.




You know I'm such a fool for you.





You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.





Do you have to let it linger?




Do you have to, do you have to,





Do you have to let it linger?

step by step.

every second




every minute




every hour




every day




every year







fill your house with love




step by step

wanna meet.

hey,




you're only 45 minutes away.




you wanna meet halfway




and see the sunrise?

come in.

and sit on my couch.




don't worry about the time.




have a cup of tea.

summer foxtails.

i could smell




summer foxtails.








i don't want to go




i want to say.

:)

a one smiley day




:)

Promise.

promise me that




you will ride an elephant with me




under sea water.