21.05.09

busy day with people, thinking




and feelings coming after thinking.







found out that




one of the only few people i love,




one of the only few people i can't live without




is sick








one of the only few people i used to love,




one of the only few people i couldn't live without,




the person i thought i would never get to see/talk to again




asked me how i was.




out of blue.









the person who has been making




45% of my endorphins for last few weeks moved to next door.










tried to get toxin out of my mind by




hanging head out of window and get last spring sunlight




but my eyes just couldn't handle.








had whole box of chocolate cookies




but i just got full from them.